| So There's Hell To Pay... |
[May. 1st, 2003|07:52 pm] |
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Parents...looked...at...personal...space.
Friends only now.
Ask and I'll add you. |
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| Logic |
[Jan. 29th, 2003|11:57 pm] |
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| | Tenacious D -- Tribute | ] |
All men are mortal,
Socrates was a man,
Therefore, Socrates is a pile of shit.
Logic is an interesting class to be taking... I'm not quite sure what to expect next.
Got an A in Spanish...Woohoo...the only thing keeping me from a 4.0 might be that English grade...and if that ends up ok, it would be so completely awesome.
So far it's a 4.2 and rising.
I feel powerful.
Oh well,
Time to dream about Latita Casta and Shakira now...*drools* |
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| Chris is mildly annoyed... |
[Jan. 29th, 2003|11:55 pm] |
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| | aggravated | ] |
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| | Mission Impossible 2--who sings that again? | ] |
Well, I can't really defend myself on lj because you asked me not to talk about it here...this post sounds vaguely familiar. |
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| I. Can't. Stop! |
[Jan. 26th, 2003|12:36 am] |
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| | full | ] |
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| | All I wanna do--Sherryl Crow | ] |
Why is the History channel so addictive? I'm just watching a biography on Theodore Roosevelt and I'm completely hooked.
Anyway.
Today was fun. I went up to my aunt and uncle's house which is so amazing. It's like something out of a modern art museum crossed with a 80's style house. And I mean that in a good way. We had tremendously good greek style appetizers, little gummy things, lasagna, salad, pita bread with cucumber sauce, and a cake at the end. But now I'm so full I think I'm just going to fall asleep on our couch and not wake up for three years.
No Homework.
Nice.
Someone egged Ryan's house again last night...so my parents were eying me when I woke up in the morning like "Did you do it or know anyone who did?"
The answers to both of those questions, for anyone wondering, are, of course, "no."
I'm actually going to try and edit these entries more often so I don't fill up your friend's lists with useless information about...say...helper monkeys.
Right then, commercials are over, so back to the show. |
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| *Deep sick-induced voice* "Hey Baby" --Brett |
[Jan. 24th, 2003|11:35 pm] |
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| | Video Killed the Radio Star......ARGH!!!! Damnit Brett! | ] |
If today hadn't had the finals involved I think it probably would have been the best day of all year...all 29 days of it. Anyway, once I finished my history and got out of the hell which was my spanish final I grabbed a ride with Brett to go back to his place. His mom didn't want us there so she turned us around and so Brett dropped me off back home. Nothing really special so far...
Got home,
Watched taped shows of Smallville and clips from Raiders of the Lost Ark. ((Awesome movie))
So then I go out with Brett and we saw his uber cool two headed shower, and then drove around EVERYwhere in Ventura. We went on this back-road after picking up Cameron and Ian and got to see just how bright the stars really were. If I have a date, I think I'd take her there. Brett suggested getting a mattress on top the car and just laying on top of it watching stars...cool. :) Then we "drove" back by coasting and opening all the car doors and kinda surfed the winds with out entire bodies pretty much outside the car. We did that a couple of times with this music that was just hilarious for the occasion. ((Oh, yeah, we also coasted down some hills before that too, and drove up to 100 mph in his car...and went to McDonalds, and to the Cross, and over those bumps...)) Then after dropping Ian off we drove really fast down these streets near Cameron's house and would hit the bumps head on...the bigger ones would skip the CD's...lol. So once Cam was gone me and Brett went to the pier, Holiday inn's roof, his house, gas station, and then back to my house..........Jesus, I completely messed with the order of almost everything in this that we did in that car for this entry. Oh well, the only people that would care I don't think will mind. *spazzes out*
Major Coolness.
Right then,
Lates. |
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| *Rolls His Eyes* |
[Jan. 23rd, 2003|11:53 pm] |
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| | Absofuckinglutely STRESSED! | ] |
| [ | music |
| | My God no. Unless it's classical | ] |
Today were two of the easiest finals I've ever taken. Art and Multimedia. Which, is probably going to be greatly contrasted by tomorrow's screaming pile of crap. Why is it screaming? Don't ask me, ask the crap.
I'm sitting here eating ice cream updating my journal...I feel geeky for some reason.
I've been studying up the ass for this history final tomorrow and I think despite over 20 hours total of studying that I'll be lucky to get a C. Jesus fucking Christ AP exams are hard. Also have a spanish final I've barely studied for...so good luck to Chris. Cross your fingers please.
So yeah, never write to a girl in an email...it is possibly the worst thing I've done cause you're constantly wondering "Did she read it?" "How should I react when she looks at me?" Argh... slaps hand.
Enough randomness for this night...I'm off this machine. |
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| Yeah, see I have this journal... |
[Jan. 22nd, 2003|11:29 pm] |
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| |  blah | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Train--Meet Virginia | ] |
Have updated this in a "while." I've been seriously busy with finals for History and Spanish so far. ugh. But I did do some of what I set out to do from the last entry. We'll see how that turns out. Oh, interesting/disturbing thing of the day...I've been told by my aunt that all Meierding men grow up to be womanizers... sooo...yeah. hahmmm. This was also just after she said I looked like Johnny Depp though...and that I was going to be some Don Juan.
Dude, Chris, you have one seriously strange family.
Yeah, well whatchagonnado?
Go on with this entry.
Damn straight.
So once this week is over freedom will come in the form of... my grandfather's birthday!!! yeay!
Actually, all bitter jabs aside, it might be kinda fun.
I'll update more when I'm happier and have something more interesting to say.
I'm out. |
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| It's ok, no worries... |
[Jan. 18th, 2003|11:18 pm] |
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| | stressed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Debussy--Relax | ] |
Yeah I'm here. Still.
My God Chris, you failed your English Final.
My God I did.
***
Studying for History like a bat out of hell...or whatever that means. And studying more than I have ever studied in my life. But relatives are here and that makes it better. I love my relatives. I can't see how people wouldn't...love their own relatives that is. We watch movies, stay up late, eat popcorn, laugh, talk, go on hikes... It's nice.
I'm supposed to be reading Goddamnit...
I'd make some long assed entry about being lonely, or stressed, but no one wants to hear about that, so I'm just going to think about that happy aspects of my life now. Like how once this week is over I'm going to sleep in until one. And ask someone out, and actually have some fun.
I just hope you're there with me too, cause I need all my friends right now...whether or not I'm pissed at you. |
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| *Is tired* |
[Jan. 15th, 2003|11:36 pm] |
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| |  tired | ] |
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| | Sparta--Collapse | ] |
Study. Journal. Bed.
Good night to you all. |
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| Did You Fall From A Shooting Star? |
[Jan. 14th, 2003|11:56 pm] |
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| | cheerful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Train--Drops of Jupiter | ] |
Whee! This download of the Sixth Sense just finished from like... ten thousand years ago. I plan to watch it whenever I don't have homework.....*laughs*...*cries*
Sooo, meeting Kat tomorrow...just when I thought I might as well give that up, she passes me a note in class. Yay.
Kristy smiled at me while I was getting out of the car yesterday...which was both a blessing and a curse. A blessing in that now besides offering me a ride once she regularly acknowledges that I exist, and a curse in that my dad saw and now he keeps nudging me like, "Hey Chris, you know, if Katrina blows off this call, *nudges several times* *smiles*
Me--*smiles and nods* *leaves quickly towards an exit*
Anyway,
I'm out. |
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| Hola |
[Jan. 13th, 2003|11:18 pm] |
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| | chipper | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Drops of Jupiter--Train | ] |
I find now more often that I'm not updating quite as much... I think it's due to the fact that 1. Homework ownz me. and 2. I'm happy. That's right, when I'm happy I've found that I don't update for ...generous amounts of time. That being about four and a half minutes.
I've got monster homework from my AP classes, seriously, that class is beginning to piss me off royally. I've found myself going ahead in most textbooks for my classes simply because I've found that if I ever have a moment when I'm not doing some form of schoolwork I feel lazy for it. It's sad that way. Once High School is over I plan to take a year off to kind of think things over and get a job. Have a steady girlfriend or something... Not have to worry about homework...*sighs*
Anyway, I went into Mr. Geib's Viscom class and found that that was one of the cooler classes I've ever had the chance to sit in on. I can't wait till next year to take that class.
Wow Zen.
Oh, no wait, I just had one too many of those little candy-corns.
ANYWAY.
This is an awesome song.
So is anything by Queens of the Stoneage I've found.
Thanks for their music in your car Brett.
That reminds me.
Over the weekend I mainly did homework but there was also one point when I actually got to have fun with Brett in his car. I never realized how fun it is to coast down hills with the motor off and then have to push the car over a hill. lol. awesome.
Also saw Josie and Lindy (s/p?) or maybe I didn't really see them since they were in the back seat the entire time I was in the car...
Cameron was so funny/embarassing...
Cam--"So Lindy, where do you plan to go to College?"
Josie--"Ummm"
Me--"JAMORA! Her name's Jamora!"
Cam--"Oh shit."
Lol
Later then. |
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| Chris, The Psychic |
[Jan. 12th, 2003|06:51 pm] |
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| | weird | ] |
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| | Queens of the Stone Age--No one knows | ] |
I have a feeling something bad is going to happen... |
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| Jesus Christ, shut up Chris, what's with the long ass entries? |
[Jan. 10th, 2003|09:26 pm] |
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| | uncomfortable | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The said bands. | ] |
So I'm sitting here listening to Smashmouth, Savage Garden, and Dido...Shut up. At least it's not the Barney soundtrack or something.
I'm a little bit tired and slightly depressed for my dog. Apparently he's losing weight, not eating, and losing muscle...Hrrrmmm. It might be kidney troubles...The tests come in tomorrow. Wish him luck or your fucking going to hell.
*How do you really feel Chris?*
I should call Katrina
Right now,
But she has a little sister, who's probably going to go to bed soon,
And that's my easy way out of not calling her,
Cause I'm a fucking moron.
Finals coming up, not going to be fun at all. I'm going to focus all my energy on my History test and English test for AP. It's going to be hellish for sure... Probably going to not do well on some other subjects, like math or Spanish, but I have A's in those, so it won't be a huge problem. But you don't want to hear about my grades.
I wish I was out of school right now.
El Camino is sounding really sweet right now, but I'm not planning on going away from Foothill. I think I should finish with something I started, and if I transfered out like other people I'd just be taking the easy way out.
I can't communicate the feeling I'm having right now.
But it's not depressed.
I'm only six years younger than one of my teachers. Woah.
*squints*
I shouldn't write if I don't have anything to say.
But unlike Brett, I don't skim my journal entries after I write them, so the result is a completely unorganized entry like this one.
Hmmm. |
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| Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps... |
[Jan. 3rd, 2003|10:47 pm] |
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| | Troubled | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Elvis--Return to Sender | ] |
Nothing much... y tu? Went on a hike yesterday with my aunt and uncle and parents. It was uber-cool, and nice to get some sun finally. New Years was... mostly fun. The beginning sort of sucked when Brett and Missy complained about leaving the entire time while watching Real World or some crap and then it got better around the time when people started opening up the champaigne. It was fun, even though I only had a really small glass. Cam spent the night and we played video games and talked most of the time. Hmm... this update is going in reverse, so I'll just bring it up to today... Didn't do much, just some reading of "The Jungle" by Upton Sinclaire... makes me glad I live in the present. Then practiced piano and watched Spider Man with the relatives. All is good, and I wish school wouldn't start for a year or so... that would be nice.
Two of my best friends seem to be planning on leaving Foothill... :( It royally sucks because, while I want them to be happy and feel good about the school they go to after FTHS, I still feel very selfish and wish that they'd stay. One by one they slowly are disappearing and it feels like I'm on this island where people just drift away.
What will I do after high school to stay in touch with them?
Will I want to?
Yes.
That's for sure.
But for some it would be harder than others.
I can see myself losing some of them in the future.
And this pisses me off.
Hrrrrmmm
Unpleasantness. |
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| Honey, I'm Home |
[Dec. 27th, 2002|11:48 am] |
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| | cheerful | ] |
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| | I just woke up, so none yet. | ] |
Been gone for a while at grandparents. That was so much fun. :) Where does one begin? Well, let's start with the drive up there. It was four hours long because of the damn traffic, we usually can get there in an hour, but anyways, I still had fun because both cousins were in the car. We went and saw the UCLA campus...I've never been more depressed in my entire life. Of all the places I would ever go, that's got to be near the bottom of my list. Anyway, got there and there was all the kissing and the hugging, and the other two aunts and other two uncles. It was great, best week ever. We went bowling the day before Christmas, which was a lot cooler than it sounds, and watched about five hours worth of random James Bond films on Christmas eve. lol. Then on Christmas morning I got up and our the tree was completely surrounded by presents... It is probably the best sight I've ever seen. So we open all the presents, and I get a crapload from my parents, some DVD's, Games, a tiny remote control car, books, sentimental stuff, recipe books...I think they were trying to tell me something...Magic cars, a lifetime supply of Listerine mints... which will last me three days, and the most humorous one...to me, was The Worst Case Scenario Survival Handbook........... .... ...For Dating and Sex. And it was from my parents. Lol. I now know how to have sex in an airplane lavatory and carry a 150 pound drunk. Anyway, so that was great, and then we had food 24/7 and kept watching Bond movies. Ooh, and then we got to watch Adaptation on video. That's right, on video, not in the theaters, because we are fucking awesome people. We also could have seen Treasure Planet, Frida, ...blah, and some other foreign films I can't remember. So then yesterday we all left for our collective homes, and I hugged the relatives goodbye to go home. So we get back and our Christmas lights are on...ok. We go inside and all the lights are on.... hmmm...We didn't leave them on when we left.... so in the end we figure out that my brother is in town and so he's now staying at our house. Whee~!! So we celebrated another Christmas last night and I opened up some mail in which I got a $100 dollar bill from yet another Aunt, $50 and the Myst 3 game from my Grandma, the two Simpsons books about their different seasons, and a candle from my brother. Awesome. And now its today and I'm still wearing my bath robe. Fun. Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to Y'all. Later. |
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| Overload! |
[Dec. 21st, 2002|11:41 pm] |
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| | Overhwelmed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Tenacous D--Tribute | ] |
So. Cool.
Cousins, Aunt and Uncle...newly washed dog, presents, pizza, friends, driving... *fingers spazz out from happiness* Oh well, I'm actually going to go to bed before 12:00 tonight, so I wish you all a merry Christsmas, and goodnight. |
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| Early to bed, early to rise... |
[Dec. 19th, 2002|11:10 pm] |
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| | good | ] |
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| | Cake--Alpha Beta Parking Lot | ] |
Makes a man groggy, unhappy, and resistant to rise.
Hmm, I'm still having a happy week, at least until I get my scores for my math test. Then, well, the dark cloud of parental justice will smite computer usage. Argh. Anyway, the forecast for Christmas looks bright and sunny, and we may even have a little bit of cheer.
Cousins are coming day after tomorrow. Yeay! Although I still have yet to finish making all my gifts...Thank God for CD burners.
*smiles while sighing*
I love this rain. I decided to study Spanish out in our formal fireplace area with all the lights turned down low, and just the sound of rain on our roof with el perro next to the couch. Twas fantastic. If only Katrina had been there, it would have been absolutely perfect.
But I digress,
...I love that word, "digress." It sounds so sophisticated and yet comedic in a way. Hmm.
Got the Winter Formal pictures back today, and if I was smarter at livejournal than I am now, I might have been able to upload one. They were nice, although I looked a little too tall... But what else is new eh?
I'm actually done with homework for tonight. Jesus, it only takes a major holiday to stop it...
Overall, everything is good in "Chris' World," and I hope to keep it this way for a while. Well, that's the update for today. Unless you count my 4:30 in the morning one...
So good night, and may all your problems be resolved, all your dreams be happy, and loved ones remain loved.
::Good Night:: |
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| Sorry to my dearest friend... |
[Dec. 17th, 2002|06:09 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | torn | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Classical | ] |
No,
I can't update now,
No,
Please,
I already updated today,
No, just because it was midnight doesn't mean it didn't count,
I'm sorry,
No.
No!
You've taken too much of my time,
I have homework to do,
Maybe some other time,
No,
Don't cry,
I didn't mean to hurt you,
Here, now look what you've gone and done,
I feel bad now,
Ok, I'll update... but it will be short!
Ok, half a page,
But that's it! |
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| Midnight...magical aint it? |
[Dec. 17th, 2002|12:00 am] |
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| | calm | ] |
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| | Rain rain come again... | ] |
(A poem I wrote a while ago)
Midnight
Silent voices call through the night,
Bringing on foot-steps, terror, and fright,
The creaking of stairs and whisper of wind,
Will awaken the voices of those who sinned,
Shadows crawl closer and enravel the light,
Telling the tale of a monstrous sight.
Minions of darkness slide through the doors,
Their feet not making a sound on the floors,
They stand over beds to look and to mock,
But for now they are silent,
For it’s twelve o clock |
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